after so long....

Assalamualaikum!!!! Hehe... *mood happy*

Tanggal 16 februari 2013, tergerak hati ni nak tulis blog kembali setelah bertahun x menulis... huhu.. nobody cares! Aite??

Tgh remed ni byk pulak mase free taktau nk buat ape, ape salahnye update blog yg dah berhabuk ni... btw, aku tgh remed blog 5 subjek anatomi.. nk kene settlekan satu subjek ni sebelum boleh graduate n masuk clinical years. Untuk 10 hari remed ni, aku ade 3 kelas anat and sekali exam.. and kene byr sejuta rupiah kat 'beloved ukrida'... kalau la aku hitung jumlah bayaran aku dah byr kat ukrida ni, dah boleh buat deposit kereta kot.. (tu la org suruh blaja malas misz!!! Nasib la kene byr eSPe)....

Sedar x sedar dah almost 4 tahun aku dibumi jakarta ni. Dah macam2 bende jadi... dah mcm2 org aku jumpe, mcm2 perangai... drpd students sampai la ke dato' and tan sri.... pemimpin dr Malaysia dtg jakarta sure nk jumpe student punye, soalan lazim dr dorang:

1. Berapa ramai student msia kat sini?
2. Elaun cukup ke?...(like they care)
3. Org dr parti pembangkang ade dtg jumpe student kat sini ke? .....(politik la ni)

Yang bestnye bile dorang dtg sini, dorang blanje makan sedap2. Kat hotel ke kat restoran ke... pastu students ni tau la kan, order tak tgk kiri kanan, ikut nafsu je sume (bkan slalu mkn free...) semoga dimurahkan rezeki dato'2 semua.. hehe... sejak masuk pkpmi(persatuan kebangsaan pelajar malaysia indonesia) aku byk la blaja mcm mane nk interact dgn org besar2 ni, tp honestly aku bkn tau sgt psl politik. Tau la sikit2, tapi utk mendalami politik tu mungkin tak la kot... x minat lah. Sikit2 boleh lah. Sbb tgk politik skang makin lama makin x betul.. duk fitnah each other. Pusing dech gue...

But now, aku dah nk letak jwtn as TYDP-PKPMI jakarta, so lega sket lah. More time for myself and my friends. Takyah gi meeting sane sini lg.. almaklumlah dah nk co-ass

Speaking of co-ass, co-ass(koas) sebenarnye co-assistant doctor a.k.a dokter mude dlm clinical years. InsyaAllah dlm bulan april ni, aku akan melangkah masuk ke alam koas. Cuak okay sbb aku x rase ready lg utk menjadi seorang dokter, terasa ilmu ni masih cetek. Bukan sng nk jd dokter. Nk deal dgn nyawa manusia... cube byg kan org yg kite bakal rawat tu adalah org yg kita syg, mesti kite nk buat yg terbaik utk sembuhkan die kan. Soalan yg selalu aku tanya pd diri sendiri, "mampukah aku?".... dgr cerita dr senior yg dah lama koas, sgt scary, dorang nmpk sgt exhausted kdg2... yelah, oncall sampai 2 hari, then nk exam lg. Haih..cuak2... yang penting skarang aku kene positive and get ready to any challenge that may come in the future. 

Byk lg bende nk cerita tp tggu next post la ek.... ^_^

Till then.. xoxo ♥♥♥

malas

honestly aku mmg malas nk update blog...

so no wonder la kalo blog aku ni mmg sepi sokmo....

so aku skang da beralih arah ke tumblr..

y tumblr??

sebab kat sane ko takyah nk tulis pnjg2(aku tak suke mengarang)

aku just reblog bnde2 yg aku suke..

kalo aku rajin aku tulis sendri..

so dgn ini takde la nmpk sepi sgt blog aku kan...

okay..adios!

There are things that we feel like sharing but we can't,

it burdens ourselves thinking bout it over and over again

just an update

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

it feels like an ages since my last post...well, i'm back to jakarta..life is getting a little hectic lately escpecially with this new exams system...in one block i need to seat exam twice called intergrasi 1 & 2....that makes my life more miserable than it has already is....yet on the bright side i feel like a 'pelajar cemerlang'..haha..thats because i've never finished studying in the second week of block and had never even focus on studying more than 1 hour if its not the exam week... everything has changed now.. no more last minute study....i hope this is for the best....

well, the worst part of this new system is that once we failed, the payment is double than usual...

ganjil dan pelik

ye, aku rase pelik n ganjil bile berada di tanah air sendri..mungkin jugak sbb dah lame tak balik...

nk dipendekkan cerita td aku pegi mall n beberapa tempat lg..

aku tgk keliling ramai org pakai tudung, sume org ckp bhs melayu, tak byk org mintak sedekah, bersih dan tak byk smpah, bile tgk wyg subtitle die bhs melayu....

dah takde dah org ckp bhs indon, pakai seksi2, makeup tebal2, sampah sarap merata, sungai hitam,...

dan aku pandang org sekeliling aku ni dgn satu perasaan yg aku sendri tak tau ape..yg pasti aku rase mcm org asing yg berada di tmpt sendri. mungkin jugak sbb aku terlalu rindukan suasana malaysia, suasana yg aman...

i love MALAYSIA..

its really good to be home..

....

YaNg DeKaT tErAsA JaUh,

Tp JaUh TeRaSa DeKaT..

*baik duk jauh*

raya sebelum puasa???

2-3 hari lepas mariam ade komplen kat aku, die ckp aku jrg gile update blog ni..hehe...bknnye ape, rase mcm takde bnde nk tulis pun..kdg2 rase malas pun ade...so, untuk mariam, aku update ni utk ko k? hehe...

ni nak habaq mai sket...hari ahad lepas(7 august) few students kat jakarta ni dijemput oleh org2 RTM TV1 rancangan PANORAMA....dorang ade la buat rakaman raye kat sini, untuk memeriahkan keadaan so nmpk mcm raye bebetul dorang ajak la kami2 ni... dgn tgn terbuka aku sudi nk capap muke masuk TV okay! haha....dgn muke tak segannye, ktorang pegi..aku ingtkan dorang buat dlm studio grand gile sbb die sewa apartmen..bile sampai, dorang buat dlm dewan kecik jeee..huhu...tak cukup bajet kot...yg pntg mase aku smpai tu aku tgk atas meja ade mcm2!!

ade rendang ayam, rendang daging, lemang, ketupat, kuih2, kuah kacang etc..byk gile laaa...oh aah, ade sate jugak!! (tp sate yg umah asip buat lagi sedap kot) hehe... haa, pastu ade la sesi belakon2 sbb die nk buat mcm raye betul kan, bdk2 laki buat mcm tgh solat sunat aidilfitri, pastu takbir same2..(wpun bkn betul2 tp aku rase sgt sayu mase tu)...lepas tu ade sesi makan2(ni yg aku tggu sbnye..haha) pastu ade jugak sesi sampai kan salam perantau pd famili kat kg....dgn muke tebal aku volunteer, hehe...so kwn2, jgn lupe tgk TV1 raye nnt ok! sure nmpk muke aku nnt..hehe...rancangan panorama pukul 9.30 mlm every kamis(aku tak pnah tau pun sblm ni)....lepas abis rakaman tu ktorang pun bergambar sesama sendri...mcm bese la kan..so these are few pics taken...

Satu Jiwa Satu Cinta~

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira
Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku
Tapi jikalau kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan
tersenyum

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta
Tepi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan turut membuat dia gembira

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga
Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka
Umpama kita membuang telinga kita
Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata
Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata

Setiap orang yang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka,
Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta?

Tetapi, hakikatnya?
Cinta kepada Allah swt
Adalah lebih hakiki dan abadi...

...

My heart will go on~

Every night in my dreams

I see you, I feel you

That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime

And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

perasaan

mode:marah........

ye, aku sangat marah dengan sekelompok manusia yang tak boleh tgk arg senang!

selalu memaksa org utk ikut dorang...eeee....geram betul aku!!!

sume org ade hak nk memilih dan ape hak korang nk memaksa org hah???

nk kate bodoh tidak, nk kate takde akal pun tak...tp tu laaaa...kurang pandai kali!!!

aku sangat marah...sbb ni bkn kali pertama aku tgk org dipaksa depan aku...sebelum ni pun ade yg mengadu dgn aku..kesian kat dorang

yg manusia tu pun satu..begok sgt takley nk pike hak org lain kenapa!!!

kelakuan kau terlalu licik sampai dapat menutup mata setengah org..tapi aku tak BUTA untuk menilai yg mana yg burok dan yg mane yg baik!!!!

aku tau!!!

dan ko tak payah nk bg ceramah kat aku sebab aku tau!!!

dan aku tau sape kau!!!

jgn nk hipokrit laa..jgn sebok nk jage tepi kain org....

diri sendri pun tak terurus lagi tu!!!

tagging

sepatutnye malam ni aku kene siapkan makalah aku...tp takde mood, aku pi singgah blog sorang mamat ni..die kate die kene tag...die plak tag aku..haaa, layan laa..nk buat makalah pun malas....

here it goes...

The task:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player,Winamp & etc. onshuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun! :)

1. If someone says 'are you okay', you say?

stop and stare-one republic

(no need to answer them, just stop n stare..hehe..)

2. How would you describe yourself?

if we ever meet again- timbaland ft.kety perry

( errr..meet who??? )

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

collide-Howieday

(oopss..kalau bukan muhrim jgn collide ye)

4. How do you feel today?

river flows in you=twilight soundtrack

( i am happy today...)

5. What is your life's purpose?

Right now(na na na)-akon

(jwpn tak nyambung)

4. What's your motto?

save you-simple plan

(to save the people is the doctors' job)

6. What do your friends think of you?

waka waka(time for africa)- shakira

(wakaka..happy go lucky i guess???)

7. What do your parents think of you?

baby-justin bieber

(cute...:D)

8. What do you think about very often?

laskar pelangi-Nidji

(pelangi cantik...)

9. What do you think of your best friend?

hello- evanescence

(i miss her)

10. What is your life story?

you belong with me- Taylor swift

(i love you..always do)

11. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Kiss me trough the phone- soulja boys ft sammie

(terpesong dah ni..haih)

12. What do you think when you see the person you like?

a whole new world- unknown

( this is sweet~~~ i can never get bored)

13. What will you dance to at your wedding?

mad-neyo

(mad??? errkkk...)

14. What will they play at your funeral?

a little too not over you-david archuleta

(no komen)

15. What is your hobby/interest?

hot and cold- kety perry

16. What is your biggest fear?

burning up- jonas brothers

(sape tak takut kene bakar?? ....)

17. What is your biggest secret?

wishing on a star-miriam stockley

( never did that actly...)

18. What do you want right now?

superman-the lucky laki

(superman ni A punye..aku pun taknak..haha)

19. What do you think of your friends?

aspalela- saiful apek

(bile dgr lagu ni aku ingt asip..tak tau knp)

20. What will you post this as?

strawberry shortcake-cuppycake

(cute la u!!)

Kepade yg berkenaan, anda di-tag!

1. aten

2.hani

3.ikin

4.bobo

5.teha

6.fasren

7.mawi

8.ameer

9.yana

10.tiqa

girls things

Some girls are soft on the outside but they are tough in the inside...

This type of girls may have faced problems but they hardly cry...

But there are also girls who look very tough on the outside but in the inside they are very fragile, they will be crying when they face any problems yet they do not want people to know that they are crying...

Girls like being treated gently by men of the universe...

They usually like something nice, cute and adorable...

They love to impress people...

They flatter upon receiving good comments..

Sometimes u are allowed to lie just to compliment them

This is called ‘tipu sunat’

But whenever a girl praise u, she really mean it

Girls are very sensitive at times

U can barely realized that u hurt her so much

they love being persuaded..

They are also alert on important dates like birthdays, anniversary etc

In love.....girls are very loyal...

They like being pampered by someone she loves

A girl, no matter how many times she has been hurt by someone she loves, she can always forgive him and will always love him no matter what...

They fall for sweet-talks very easily...

some girls are jealousy, that’s because of love...

it’s obvious and easy to tell when they get jealous...

they can hardly hide this feeling

they are afraid of losing someone she loves..everyone does

Girls are neither like Barbie dolls nor any other toys on earth

They are not something that u can keep when u like them and throw when u get bored with them

They deserve your respect...

i will not say that all girls have all these traits, but in general they do.....

*sorry for the grammar mistakes

kalau luka ditangan nampak darah..

kalau luka dihati siapa yang tahu...

kisah kucing dan si burung....

di suatu petang yg nyaman....sedang saya syok2 tidor terasa ada sesuatu melompat atas kepala saya.

kendian, benda tu bergerak ke badan

rasa cam kena patuk kat perut..... takkan kutu kot?

bila toleh.... rupenyer si ijou, burung tecik yg tuan saya baru beli semlm

saya suruh ijou gi main jauh2, saya xmau kawan ngan dia....lagipun saya ngantuk giler ni

tapi dia xmau, and masih patuk2 saya

pastu masih nak naik atas bdn saya, berat gak si ijou ni.

tak lama kendian, saya dengor dia tgh patuk benda lain lak... rupanye mengerjakan hp tuan saya

saya pun jerit "Oi! rosak nanti, tuan marah lah".

dia melawan lak tu

masa saya nak luku kepala dia sedas, tuan saya lalu lak

akibatnye saya dihukum tanpa dipanggil utk membela diri

oh.... di manakah keadilan? bukan saya yg wat tuan~~

heartbeat

my heart beats faster than usual....

why??

maybe its due to this exam week...

feeling nervous i guess...

i'm afraid...

and plus..i didn't get enough sleep....

exams once in a months sometimes makes me feel sick of it..

yet i still take it seriously.....

i'm wishing all the best to all candidates...

never ever give up...

*another two months to finish this block*

chaiyok!!!

~The WoRLd~

i love travelling...

i have plans in my future to travel around the world with my love ones...

so, i was thinking of a few places to visit..:D

so, i first and foremost, i'd really love to go to PARIS...

NOT PARIS VAN JAVA okay.....

PARIS

i wanna be at the Eiffel Tower...i know the views are magnificent..

*honeymoon*

UNITED KINGDOM

this one is the London Bridge and i'm sure everyone knows that...

i wanna further my studies here in the future...

SYDNEY,Australia

Russia

The mountain lake of SWITZERLAND

The Niagara Falls in CANADA

The Wicklow in IRELAND

the beauty of nature...

Subhannallah.....

and the place that i really wanna go right now is of course MALAYSIA!

i miss her so much....

wait for me in August....:D

*getting excited

last but not least, this is my hometown.

MELAKA the historical city....

'melaka maju 2010'

*melaka dah maju*

hehe