malas

honestly aku mmg malas nk update blog...

so no wonder la kalo blog aku ni mmg sepi sokmo....

so aku skang da beralih arah ke tumblr..

y tumblr??

sebab kat sane ko takyah nk tulis pnjg2(aku tak suke mengarang)

aku just reblog bnde2 yg aku suke..

kalo aku rajin aku tulis sendri..

so dgn ini takde la nmpk sepi sgt blog aku kan...

okay..adios!

There are things that we feel like sharing but we can't,

it burdens ourselves thinking bout it over and over again

just an update

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

it feels like an ages since my last post...well, i'm back to jakarta..life is getting a little hectic lately escpecially with this new exams system...in one block i need to seat exam twice called intergrasi 1 & 2....that makes my life more miserable than it has already is....yet on the bright side i feel like a 'pelajar cemerlang'..haha..thats because i've never finished studying in the second week of block and had never even focus on studying more than 1 hour if its not the exam week... everything has changed now.. no more last minute study....i hope this is for the best....

well, the worst part of this new system is that once we failed, the payment is double than usual...

ganjil dan pelik

ye, aku rase pelik n ganjil bile berada di tanah air sendri..mungkin jugak sbb dah lame tak balik...

nk dipendekkan cerita td aku pegi mall n beberapa tempat lg..

aku tgk keliling ramai org pakai tudung, sume org ckp bhs melayu, tak byk org mintak sedekah, bersih dan tak byk smpah, bile tgk wyg subtitle die bhs melayu....

dah takde dah org ckp bhs indon, pakai seksi2, makeup tebal2, sampah sarap merata, sungai hitam,...

dan aku pandang org sekeliling aku ni dgn satu perasaan yg aku sendri tak tau ape..yg pasti aku rase mcm org asing yg berada di tmpt sendri. mungkin jugak sbb aku terlalu rindukan suasana malaysia, suasana yg aman...

i love MALAYSIA..

its really good to be home..

....

YaNg DeKaT tErAsA JaUh,

Tp JaUh TeRaSa DeKaT..

*baik duk jauh*

raya sebelum puasa???

2-3 hari lepas mariam ade komplen kat aku, die ckp aku jrg gile update blog ni..hehe...bknnye ape, rase mcm takde bnde nk tulis pun..kdg2 rase malas pun ade...so, untuk mariam, aku update ni utk ko k? hehe...

ni nak habaq mai sket...hari ahad lepas(7 august) few students kat jakarta ni dijemput oleh org2 RTM TV1 rancangan PANORAMA....dorang ade la buat rakaman raye kat sini, untuk memeriahkan keadaan so nmpk mcm raye bebetul dorang ajak la kami2 ni... dgn tgn terbuka aku sudi nk capap muke masuk TV okay! haha....dgn muke tak segannye, ktorang pegi..aku ingtkan dorang buat dlm studio grand gile sbb die sewa apartmen..bile sampai, dorang buat dlm dewan kecik jeee..huhu...tak cukup bajet kot...yg pntg mase aku smpai tu aku tgk atas meja ade mcm2!!

ade rendang ayam, rendang daging, lemang, ketupat, kuih2, kuah kacang etc..byk gile laaa...oh aah, ade sate jugak!! (tp sate yg umah asip buat lagi sedap kot) hehe... haa, pastu ade la sesi belakon2 sbb die nk buat mcm raye betul kan, bdk2 laki buat mcm tgh solat sunat aidilfitri, pastu takbir same2..(wpun bkn betul2 tp aku rase sgt sayu mase tu)...lepas tu ade sesi makan2(ni yg aku tggu sbnye..haha) pastu ade jugak sesi sampai kan salam perantau pd famili kat kg....dgn muke tebal aku volunteer, hehe...so kwn2, jgn lupe tgk TV1 raye nnt ok! sure nmpk muke aku nnt..hehe...rancangan panorama pukul 9.30 mlm every kamis(aku tak pnah tau pun sblm ni)....lepas abis rakaman tu ktorang pun bergambar sesama sendri...mcm bese la kan..so these are few pics taken...

Satu Jiwa Satu Cinta~

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira
Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku
Tapi jikalau kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan
tersenyum

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta
Tepi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan turut membuat dia gembira

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga
Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka
Umpama kita membuang telinga kita
Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata
Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata

Setiap orang yang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka,
Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta?

Tetapi, hakikatnya?
Cinta kepada Allah swt
Adalah lebih hakiki dan abadi...

...

My heart will go on~

Every night in my dreams

I see you, I feel you

That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime

And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

perasaan

mode:marah........

ye, aku sangat marah dengan sekelompok manusia yang tak boleh tgk arg senang!

selalu memaksa org utk ikut dorang...eeee....geram betul aku!!!

sume org ade hak nk memilih dan ape hak korang nk memaksa org hah???

nk kate bodoh tidak, nk kate takde akal pun tak...tp tu laaaa...kurang pandai kali!!!

aku sangat marah...sbb ni bkn kali pertama aku tgk org dipaksa depan aku...sebelum ni pun ade yg mengadu dgn aku..kesian kat dorang

yg manusia tu pun satu..begok sgt takley nk pike hak org lain kenapa!!!

kelakuan kau terlalu licik sampai dapat menutup mata setengah org..tapi aku tak BUTA untuk menilai yg mana yg burok dan yg mane yg baik!!!!

aku tau!!!

dan ko tak payah nk bg ceramah kat aku sebab aku tau!!!

dan aku tau sape kau!!!

jgn nk hipokrit laa..jgn sebok nk jage tepi kain org....

diri sendri pun tak terurus lagi tu!!!

tagging

sepatutnye malam ni aku kene siapkan makalah aku...tp takde mood, aku pi singgah blog sorang mamat ni..die kate die kene tag...die plak tag aku..haaa, layan laa..nk buat makalah pun malas....

here it goes...

The task:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player,Winamp & etc. onshuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun! :)

1. If someone says 'are you okay', you say?

stop and stare-one republic

(no need to answer them, just stop n stare..hehe..)

2. How would you describe yourself?

if we ever meet again- timbaland ft.kety perry

( errr..meet who??? )

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

collide-Howieday

(oopss..kalau bukan muhrim jgn collide ye)

4. How do you feel today?

river flows in you=twilight soundtrack

( i am happy today...)

5. What is your life's purpose?

Right now(na na na)-akon

(jwpn tak nyambung)

4. What's your motto?

save you-simple plan

(to save the people is the doctors' job)

6. What do your friends think of you?

waka waka(time for africa)- shakira

(wakaka..happy go lucky i guess???)

7. What do your parents think of you?

baby-justin bieber

(cute...:D)

8. What do you think about very often?

laskar pelangi-Nidji

(pelangi cantik...)

9. What do you think of your best friend?

hello- evanescence

(i miss her)

10. What is your life story?

you belong with me- Taylor swift

(i love you..always do)

11. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Kiss me trough the phone- soulja boys ft sammie

(terpesong dah ni..haih)

12. What do you think when you see the person you like?

a whole new world- unknown

( this is sweet~~~ i can never get bored)

13. What will you dance to at your wedding?

mad-neyo

(mad??? errkkk...)

14. What will they play at your funeral?

a little too not over you-david archuleta

(no komen)

15. What is your hobby/interest?

hot and cold- kety perry

16. What is your biggest fear?

burning up- jonas brothers

(sape tak takut kene bakar?? ....)

17. What is your biggest secret?

wishing on a star-miriam stockley

( never did that actly...)

18. What do you want right now?

superman-the lucky laki

(superman ni A punye..aku pun taknak..haha)

19. What do you think of your friends?

aspalela- saiful apek

(bile dgr lagu ni aku ingt asip..tak tau knp)

20. What will you post this as?

strawberry shortcake-cuppycake

(cute la u!!)

Kepade yg berkenaan, anda di-tag!

1. aten

2.hani

3.ikin

4.bobo

5.teha

6.fasren

7.mawi

8.ameer

9.yana

10.tiqa

girls things

Some girls are soft on the outside but they are tough in the inside...

This type of girls may have faced problems but they hardly cry...

But there are also girls who look very tough on the outside but in the inside they are very fragile, they will be crying when they face any problems yet they do not want people to know that they are crying...

Girls like being treated gently by men of the universe...

They usually like something nice, cute and adorable...

They love to impress people...

They flatter upon receiving good comments..

Sometimes u are allowed to lie just to compliment them

This is called ‘tipu sunat’

But whenever a girl praise u, she really mean it

Girls are very sensitive at times

U can barely realized that u hurt her so much

they love being persuaded..

They are also alert on important dates like birthdays, anniversary etc

In love.....girls are very loyal...

They like being pampered by someone she loves

A girl, no matter how many times she has been hurt by someone she loves, she can always forgive him and will always love him no matter what...

They fall for sweet-talks very easily...

some girls are jealousy, that’s because of love...

it’s obvious and easy to tell when they get jealous...

they can hardly hide this feeling

they are afraid of losing someone she loves..everyone does

Girls are neither like Barbie dolls nor any other toys on earth

They are not something that u can keep when u like them and throw when u get bored with them

They deserve your respect...

i will not say that all girls have all these traits, but in general they do.....

*sorry for the grammar mistakes

kalau luka ditangan nampak darah..

kalau luka dihati siapa yang tahu...

kisah kucing dan si burung....

di suatu petang yg nyaman....sedang saya syok2 tidor terasa ada sesuatu melompat atas kepala saya.

kendian, benda tu bergerak ke badan

rasa cam kena patuk kat perut..... takkan kutu kot?

bila toleh.... rupenyer si ijou, burung tecik yg tuan saya baru beli semlm

saya suruh ijou gi main jauh2, saya xmau kawan ngan dia....lagipun saya ngantuk giler ni

tapi dia xmau, and masih patuk2 saya

pastu masih nak naik atas bdn saya, berat gak si ijou ni.

tak lama kendian, saya dengor dia tgh patuk benda lain lak... rupanye mengerjakan hp tuan saya

saya pun jerit "Oi! rosak nanti, tuan marah lah".

dia melawan lak tu

masa saya nak luku kepala dia sedas, tuan saya lalu lak

akibatnye saya dihukum tanpa dipanggil utk membela diri

oh.... di manakah keadilan? bukan saya yg wat tuan~~

heartbeat

my heart beats faster than usual....

why??

maybe its due to this exam week...

feeling nervous i guess...

i'm afraid...

and plus..i didn't get enough sleep....

exams once in a months sometimes makes me feel sick of it..

yet i still take it seriously.....

i'm wishing all the best to all candidates...

never ever give up...

*another two months to finish this block*

chaiyok!!!

~The WoRLd~

i love travelling...

i have plans in my future to travel around the world with my love ones...

so, i was thinking of a few places to visit..:D

so, i first and foremost, i'd really love to go to PARIS...

NOT PARIS VAN JAVA okay.....

PARIS

i wanna be at the Eiffel Tower...i know the views are magnificent..

*honeymoon*

UNITED KINGDOM

this one is the London Bridge and i'm sure everyone knows that...

i wanna further my studies here in the future...

SYDNEY,Australia

Russia

The mountain lake of SWITZERLAND

The Niagara Falls in CANADA

The Wicklow in IRELAND

the beauty of nature...

Subhannallah.....

and the place that i really wanna go right now is of course MALAYSIA!

i miss her so much....

wait for me in August....:D

*getting excited

last but not least, this is my hometown.

MELAKA the historical city....

'melaka maju 2010'

*melaka dah maju*

hehe

experiment~

hari ni takde kelas just ade praktikum lab je td from 7.30 to 9.10am...

experiment buffer solution...pertukaran solution dari oren ke pink..cantik gile warne die..the more u add the indicator, the nicer the colour..:)

honestly aku tak phm sgt experiment ni, so main campur je ikut procedure without knowing what's the purpose...

dan yg plg penting dlm procedure tu kene masuk 1 titis indicator je...(dlm hati aku tanye knp sikit sgt!)......

dah la dgn konfidennye buat depan Dr.G....mmg nk cari nahas lah....

then, lepas campur2 solution tu and masukkann indicator, aku tgk warna die tak cantik sbb too pale,

aku tambah lah lagi kan so that die cantik n lebih pekat..(sume org suke tgk bnde yg cantik kan??)....sesuke hati aku je...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........teka lah ape jadi!!!!!

*warna die lebih pekat dah semakin cantik(i love it!!) hehe...

actly Dr.G memerhatikan kami2 kat situ tapi die tak ckp ape2 pun....

so aku ingt dah betul la ape aku buat kan...

pastu....aku dan teman2 lain pegi lah ke Dr.A kat depan utk tunjuk result experiment tu....*mase ni mmg konfiden lah ape aku buat ni betul

but then...ttbe je Dr.G bersuara dari tepi

"A, hasilnya yang itu salah(smbil menunjuk test tube aku)

damn it!!! apesal ko tak tegur mase aku buat tadi!!!

then, Dr.A cakap indicator ktorang excessive sgt and die pesan kat ktorang......"kalo dlm procedure bilang satu tetes..jadi cuman 1 tetes yg harus di masukin, coba kalo di rumah sakit kamu kasi obat overdosis pada pasien, ntar pasiennya mati, kamu yang disalahin..."

ada betulnya jugak ape yg die ckp tu....*aku berfikir sejenak...

ape salahnye aku masukkan lebih skit indicator??? maybe ade efek pada PH buffer tu kot....so, kalo dah salah tu ngaku jelah!!

*ok, aku ngaku salah....tak buat lagi dah*

moral of the story, jgn lah nk memandai buat experiment sendri..ikut lah procedure tu bebetul ye!!! practice to be a good doctor in the future....

*renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal!!! hehe( mcm pnah dgr je)